only time will tell

tommorow i'm going to see dr. basar about why i had those seizures. i don't know if i'm seeing her about my eeg and mri results too. i'm also seeing dr. graupman (sp?) to get a new baclofin pump, bridget will make sure that she's there probably to see if i had seizures or not, hoping to save a little cash on the side in some way. i don't know if i wrote about my appointment that i went to yesterday and she makes sure that she's at all my depo shot appointments to make sure i'm not pregnant. she had the nerve to ask me if i was sexually active and if my brother and mom had jobs. she needs to mind her own business, i didn't know what to say, so i just said that i wasn't sexually active and i didn't know if they had jobs. my grandma said that she wants to get me to stop taking ritalin and that she thinks that might be why i've been having seizures because to a sane person, ritalin is like a stimulant, and she thinks ritalin is probably slowing me down, she said that's why i yawn a lot. she wants the doctor to take me off ritalin for a while, just to see what it does. if i need it, then they should put me back on it. the doctor that i see for my depo shots is the doctor that put me on it, she said it stimulates the mind for people with traumatic brain injuries, so they don't fall asleep during the day, i think. i'll see tommorow and see what dr. basar has to say about all of this, bridget will probably make sure she's at that appointment as well.